Break Night / Dysphoria / Finale

from by The Ephinjis

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Pt. I
Clutch a bag of coffee, like clinging to the cuffs
Of the creep crying in the car, the coke is complicating the scuff

The shit that swims through my skull; stupid scenarios of suicide
Simple solutions to substitute the static of my insides

A tad to tactical, tattoos are too terrifying, trailing thoughts are tricking, the trials to be testifying
A tad to tactical, tattoos are too terrifying, trailing thoughts are tricking, the trials to be testifying

Pt. II

This is the part of the story
Where we break the fourth wall
Stop speaking in poetry
Start writing lines in the bathroom stall

This is the part that goes terribly wrong
From up here it’s a really long fall
If I were to speak so honestly
I would reckon that this is my final curtain call
Because I:

Pt. III


Work to die, and I breathe a lie, and I eat a line to fuel my eyes
To attempt to break this vicious tie of teetering survival- and I’m wanting to cry over:

Forgotten deadlines, and bulletless red rye
And swatting off all these fucking cannibal flies
As I stare into the darkest of skies
And I ask the question of my existence, “why?”

Because knowing I tried to break from my jail cell
Is better than breaking or blowing my brains out
And this low keeps me hungry but not for sustaining
This twisted up vision- i’m emotionally insane!

Get me the hell out of this
Spinning wheel death trap
Where I slap and I clap
And I map around this mishap
That lives inside of my pea-brained-piss logic,

Atomic? you call it “disease”, but I title it:
Freedom

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from Part V, released April 20, 2017

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